Saturday, August 30, 2008
i found this through the link on sotong #2's blog
Here are some of the signs and symptoms of depression:
feeling empty or numb
feeling hopeless (like there's nothing to look forward to)
feeling guilty or worthless
feeling lonely or unloved
feeling irritable and annoyed a lot (every little thing gets on your nerves)
feeling like things are not fun anymore
having trouble keeping your mind on schoolwork or homework or getting bad grades
having trouble keeping your mind on things like reading or watching TV or not remembering what a book or a TV show was about
having less energy and feeling tired all the time
sleeping too much or not enough
not eating enough and weight loss or eating too much and weight gain
thinking about death or thinking about suicide
spending less time with friends and more time alone
crying a lot, often for no reason
feeling restless (being unable to sit still or relax)
having certain body feelings, like lots of stomachaches, headaches, or chest pain
i think i might have depression LOL
there are like 9 points above that are what i feel O.o
oh no~
hahaha
owells i wunder if its cool to have depression? haha
anyways
i realise my family's not really like it is before
or am i being sensitive?
it doesn't seem like a happy place
and i seem to get scolded with alot of question marks on my head
not being told the real reason whatsoever
my parents don't seem to care as much and understand as much
hmm
maybe i'm just being over sensitive
hopefully
hope this feeling goes away soon
Here are some of the signs and symptoms of depression:
feeling empty or numb
feeling hopeless (like there's nothing to look forward to)
feeling guilty or worthless
feeling lonely or unloved
feeling irritable and annoyed a lot (every little thing gets on your nerves)
feeling like things are not fun anymore
having trouble keeping your mind on schoolwork or homework or getting bad grades
having trouble keeping your mind on things like reading or watching TV or not remembering what a book or a TV show was about
having less energy and feeling tired all the time
sleeping too much or not enough
not eating enough and weight loss or eating too much and weight gain
thinking about death or thinking about suicide
spending less time with friends and more time alone
crying a lot, often for no reason
feeling restless (being unable to sit still or relax)
having certain body feelings, like lots of stomachaches, headaches, or chest pain
i think i might have depression LOL
there are like 9 points above that are what i feel O.o
oh no~
hahaha
owells i wunder if its cool to have depression? haha
anyways
i realise my family's not really like it is before
or am i being sensitive?
it doesn't seem like a happy place
and i seem to get scolded with alot of question marks on my head
not being told the real reason whatsoever
my parents don't seem to care as much and understand as much
hmm
maybe i'm just being over sensitive
hopefully
hope this feeling goes away soon
what we could have been, 30.8.08.
Sunday, August 24, 2008
AndallalongIthoughtitwasme
AndallalongIthoughtyouallwerereal
AllalongIusedtothinkthatitwasmyproblem
Thattherereallyarepploutterethatcared
Thattheyjustdon’tshowit
Butwhatthehell
IwasandIambloodyfuckingwrong
Otherscanbedownandoutwithmanytagsseriously
Butpeoplejust‘forget’thatIexistanddon’tdropbymyblogizzit?
Fuck man
i suddenly
feel like talking to zhengxiangXD
i miss talking to her in tose pae days!
AndallalongIthoughtyouallwerereal
AllalongIusedtothinkthatitwasmyproblem
Thattherereallyarepploutterethatcared
Thattheyjustdon’tshowit
Butwhatthehell
IwasandIambloodyfuckingwrong
Otherscanbedownandoutwithmanytagsseriously
Butpeoplejust‘forget’thatIexistanddon’tdropbymyblogizzit?
Fuck man
i suddenly
feel like talking to zhengxiangXD
i miss talking to her in tose pae days!
what we could have been, 24.8.08.
Saturday, August 16, 2008
sometimes
one really wonders who will be the trues friends that really really will be with you
for the rest of your life
sometimes
one really wonders
who around you will go through thick and thin with you
and will know when you're feeling alright or not
franklyspeakingthatdayduringfourkayoutingiwasfeelingsodamnawkwardthatiwassoupsetthatijustwantedtoleavealreadywellthatspartlythereasonbutofcoursetherestheparentspartidontknowwhyimsoboldtotypethisoutherebutsomehowiknownoonefromtherewillcomemyblogsoiguessitsokay?seriouslynoeffenceithinkiwilltinktwiceaboutgoingtoanotherouting
each time
i just get more disappointed
and i din know others are more important then me
i know you were sorry after that
and im not really angry with you
but i guess the damage has been done
and it really let me felt very upsetting
does the problem lie with me?
i've question myself alot of times
and tried to be more open
but
i'm not the type of initiative person
so maybe that's why i feel that people don't understand me?
owells
emo again
i tink eMok!d2 really suits me now
other than sotong1 hee
one really wonders who will be the trues friends that really really will be with you
for the rest of your life
sometimes
one really wonders
who around you will go through thick and thin with you
and will know when you're feeling alright or not
franklyspeakingthatdayduringfourkayoutingiwasfeelingsodamnawkwardthatiwassoupsetthatijustwantedtoleavealreadywellthatspartlythereasonbutofcoursetherestheparentspartidontknowwhyimsoboldtotypethisoutherebutsomehowiknownoonefromtherewillcomemyblogsoiguessitsokay?seriouslynoeffenceithinkiwilltinktwiceaboutgoingtoanotherouting
each time
i just get more disappointed
and i din know others are more important then me
i know you were sorry after that
and im not really angry with you
but i guess the damage has been done
and it really let me felt very upsetting
does the problem lie with me?
i've question myself alot of times
and tried to be more open
but
i'm not the type of initiative person
so maybe that's why i feel that people don't understand me?
owells
emo again
i tink eMok!d2 really suits me now
other than sotong1 hee
what we could have been, 16.8.08.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
michael phelps is a.w.e.s.o.m.e !
hahaha
china's gymnastics (however its spelt) is also great! they really deserva the gold man!
i'm so oylmpics haha
owells cyaz
hahaha
china's gymnastics (however its spelt) is also great! they really deserva the gold man!
i'm so oylmpics haha
owells cyaz
what we could have been, 14.8.08.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
im being emo
the feeling of emptiness
the feeling of helplessness
dejected
depressed
well
this sucks
budthenagenwhowouldbethere?
i tried telling
bud the reply seems to say sorry im too busy with my life
hmm
i tink im having moodswings
the feeling of emptiness
the feeling of helplessness
dejected
depressed
well
this sucks
budthenagenwhowouldbethere?
i tried telling
bud the reply seems to say sorry im too busy with my life
hmm
i tink im having moodswings
what we could have been, 12.8.08.
Saturday, August 09, 2008
it's NATIONAL DAY~!
after watching the parade i'm feeling kinda patriotic
and i realise this year's song is not bad
the english version nicer
not becoz hady sings it bud yah
haha (:
shi yeng loves Singapore!
although it's like so patriotic and wadever
still tis is our country XD
abit regret MJ doesnt celebrate national day with the normal concert and stuffs
instead go watch movie
i rmb our last year in ahs
the sing-along session was awesome
we were all standing on the chairs and stuffs
the atmosphere was real cool
owells
tose were the days (:
after watching the parade i'm feeling kinda patriotic
and i realise this year's song is not bad
the english version nicer
not becoz hady sings it bud yah
haha (:
shi yeng loves Singapore!
although it's like so patriotic and wadever
still tis is our country XD
abit regret MJ doesnt celebrate national day with the normal concert and stuffs
instead go watch movie
i rmb our last year in ahs
the sing-along session was awesome
we were all standing on the chairs and stuffs
the atmosphere was real cool
owells
tose were the days (:
what we could have been, 9.8.08.
Thursday, August 07, 2008
OHIYO~!
tml's like the start of beijing olympics 2008
so fast rite XD
nth much these days
hectic busy tired sleepy
oh and there's a trend to speak in third person
yup so shi yeng will start to speak in third person
oh and shi yeng remembers a shocking thing that happened during chem lecture yest
shi yeng is not a student of mr lau (the lecturer) and knows him in no way
yet he can point at shiyeng and call her PEARLICIA to answer the question
shi yeng tells very little people she is pearlicia
shi yeng was utterly shocked at that moment of time until she couldnt tink of the answer
shi yeng is thankful simone was behind and told her the answer
conclusion is shi yeng was traumatised for a day
then today shi yeng and binli hui xin suan kai asked mr lau how he noe
he says he saw shi yeng's blog
so scary
shi yeng is now more weary of what she blogs XD
this is getting tiring
shi yeng shall stop here
yep and so tml is national day celebration
morning breakfast then mummy threeeeeee
apparantly my parents are not allowing me to go anywhere after that
hopefully they will allow me to go out for dinner
hopefully there will be a 4k dinner
am currently in love with DERRICK aka wei jian!
my gawd his new album rocks
his voice is a-w-e-s-o-m-e !!!
(((((:
tml's like the start of beijing olympics 2008
so fast rite XD
nth much these days
hectic busy tired sleepy
oh and there's a trend to speak in third person
yup so shi yeng will start to speak in third person
oh and shi yeng remembers a shocking thing that happened during chem lecture yest
shi yeng is not a student of mr lau (the lecturer) and knows him in no way
yet he can point at shiyeng and call her PEARLICIA to answer the question
shi yeng tells very little people she is pearlicia
shi yeng was utterly shocked at that moment of time until she couldnt tink of the answer
shi yeng is thankful simone was behind and told her the answer
conclusion is shi yeng was traumatised for a day
then today shi yeng and binli hui xin suan kai asked mr lau how he noe
he says he saw shi yeng's blog
so scary
shi yeng is now more weary of what she blogs XD
this is getting tiring
shi yeng shall stop here
yep and so tml is national day celebration
morning breakfast then mummy threeeeeee
apparantly my parents are not allowing me to go anywhere after that
hopefully they will allow me to go out for dinner
hopefully there will be a 4k dinner
am currently in love with DERRICK aka wei jian!
my gawd his new album rocks
his voice is a-w-e-s-o-m-e !!!
(((((:
what we could have been, 7.8.08.
Friday, August 01, 2008
(:(:(:
many things have come to my mind these few days hmmm
i wan go back ahs! =D
what we could have been, 1.8.08.
